Aunt Maggie and the girls having an early breakfast before we all head out for the park. 

I am going to miss my baby girl moving away for school but I am very happy she has her big sister up there with her. It has not been an easy summer with my son leaving to live and work in another state, I miss him a lot too. Now my baby girl is leaving. I am so proud of all of them, but I am going to really miss seeing them on a daily basis.

It's pretty obvious to me I've poured my heart and soul into each and every one of them because I feel pieces of it going with them. I LOVED being a full time mom, I love being a mom. No other job in this world could compare to the experiences I have been blessed to have bringing five little humans into the world and raising them up to be the wonderful adults they are today. 

Now its time for me to find my new niche in life and boy is that proving to be a hard one. I am totally lost right now on what I want to do. For starters I want to kick this depression I am feeling in the ass so I can get on with my life!  Right now it has a strong grip on me and it is a constant battle for me to get out of bed in the morning and live my life. Seems I keep getting knocked down to the ground and getting up is harder and harder.

I have a lot of terrific people in my life that are being extremely patient with me right now and in case they have not figured it out, I appreciate all of them more than I have probably told them.

So today I am going to try and have a better day... 


                                   My three little musketeer's.