David is going to be dog tired tonight. He drove all day back and forth to Greenbay today. When he got home we grabbed a quick bite and off to Vulcan he went. A retired pilot car driver has three cars full of equipment, including light bars. John is putting the pressure on David to get him out there on the road now and I can see his point, he needs him there.

He is really going to miss shuttle driving, he said he likes it a lot but we need more income so the pilot driving is the best option for us. 

Just when I am feeling my age, due to the lady at Vinny's asking me if I have a senior discount card, my husband comes home from a long day and says to me ' you are really beautiful' He does not know how much I needed to hear those words! 

Tonight I will be making my corn chowder for lunch tomorrow. I am debating on putting potato into the soup. My personal recipe does not call for it because it comes from my diabetic cook book, but I found one similar recipe with added potatoes and bacon. Instead of using big chunks of bacon I found bits at the grocery store, and no, not those imitation ones, but the real thing. 

My intentions were to get up this morning and start working out. The reality was I just didn't feel like it and napped a little instead.

I think the stress of the last several months has caught up with me and now that all the kids are gone and I have more time alone,  I notice more things about myself.. 

Oh which brings me to this horrific moment in my life today! This morning to be exact! My daughter left this full body sized mirror in her room, I thought, 'great, I need a mirror'! I carried it down to my bedroom and put it into the closet. The next morning got up and went into the closet as usual. I whipped off my jammies and pulled on my black shorts. I turned around to grab my shirt and saw this horrendous site in the mirror and it was ME!! Oh My GOD!!!  What the hell happened?? I was so disgusted by my own body I wanted to kick the shit out of that dam mirror!

There was definitely no "Mirror! Mirror! on the wall, who is the fairest one of all moment for me I can tell you that much!

If I wasn't scared of seven years bad luck, I would smash it into itty bitty little pieces!

Well I guess its time to fly, hubby just called and is on his way back into town. Apparently he got his light bars and other gear he needs. He is a happy man. Now we need to find a good sign shop to letter it up. 

Have a good night......