I've been up since 5am cleaning the house and RE baking that pie I screwed up yesterday. I still feel very annoyed at what was said to me about the cat pee. After I cleaned the house and mopped the floors over, I sat eating my breakfast in tears. Weather it is true or not, it was embarrassing and hurtful to hear this.

Keeping my home smelling good is really important to me but I've been told I am doing a lousy job. I can't help that two of my cats are in fact peeing on the floor in two rooms of the house. I don't know why and I cannot afford vet visits right now. 

Obviously I'm doing this cat thing all wrong. I know they should be going to regular vet visits and I should have more boxes in the house for them. I also never thought my husband would have to close up most of his business and find other work. The money is just not there for us to do better for these animals, but I refuse to put them into the shelter where they will be euthanized if they are not adopted. I took on this responsibility when I took these cats in and I can't just turn my back on them, even if my house smells like cat pee right now. 

Sure it would be easier to just get rid of the cats, that is part of the problem with this world, let's get rid of the inconveniences, well God put the animals on earth too and getting rid of them is just not an option for me, even though you will hear me bitch on occasion that I should. It won't happen so I need to find an affordable way to care for them and get a home air cleaning system. 

Today, once everyone else wakes up, we are running to goodwill to find a sofa for Maggie and some shelving for her bedroom. I hope today is a better day and I don't run into anyone who feels the need to tell me my home smells like cat pee!  

Have a good Sunday!