I'm very proud of myself today! I made my first official post on a public forum about having a battle with anxiety, depression and panic attacks. Yup! I went there and opened that door. I admit to being a little on edge because I am not sure how this will be received. People that have not always known me, probably thought I've had it totally together all these years. 

I think this is the start to opening up that door and putting my past demons out there. All of it, but for now, this is a big start for me. There is so much more to be said but dealing with what was said today is a good start for me.

Writing this letter that I am working on for the Diocese has in a weird and twisted way, help me to feel free to come out with all these things that took over my life for many years. It seems like the time to talk about it. There is so much more to be said but not today, today I am just going to glory in knowing I am finally on the right road to going back home to myself .......