Maybe my worried nature is in overdrive but probably not. My son Kevin seems to have lost his spark. I noticed this a few weeks ago. He seems angry a lot, tired, unhappy and very stressed out. That 'Kevin Spark' seems to be missing and I am growing a bit concerned.

It's not really his nature to be so down. I don't know what is going on because he is not into talking these days either. I do know that something is not right with him.

I will wage a guess that spending 12 hours a day in a kitchen between too cooking jobs, two bands, plus band practice and his shows, coupled with his father pressuring him about that trailer, that he is reaching his breaking point or maybe he is becoming depressed.

I do know he is seriously thinking about making a major change in his life, it's not easy on him right now, it is not easy on all my kids right now. It has been a rough and rocky road for them, unfairly so.

I feel so sad for my kids right now, one father flew over the coo coo's nest and the other one is leaving on the road. They don't have much in the way of a dad they can count on right now.  


I am going to finish my crock pot of chili and frost the lemon cake I made, then try and enjoy the rest of my day, though I am not feeling so good today and I am not in the mood for thinking, much less talking about life in our world right now.

Have good Sunday cybs.....