I'm certain there will be a lot of typo's in this blog, I will probably come back and edit it for days like I do with most them. I am writing in the dark tonight so I don't wake my husband. He has an early run tomorrow and needs his sleep.

I'm going to talk about something very controversial for some folks. I am going to talk about psychic mediums and readings. I'm not here to debate weather psychics are real or not because I believe there are some legitimate psychics and I also believe there are some fake psychics out there too. 

Several months back when my husband was going though depression he was desperate for answers about our future. He felt everything was hopeless. We were losing the building, our business suffered a big loss due to moving things into that building. Our family was breaking apart. So much pain, and pressure going on. We were walking though the unknown for a long time during that period.

He reached out to a psychic and had two separate conversations with two separate people. The first one he admitted to being very skeptical about, so he decided to call another one. She was in line with what the first lady told him. He told the second lady he was not sure he believed in this and that he was not saying one word to her, he wanted her to just read what she saw. 

Much to our surprise, most everything she predicated is unfolding right in front of our eyes. Some of the things made no sense and he did not understand them. But he thought keeping an open mind was better than not. Both ladies readings were tied closely together and this meant something. His reading also mentioned a family member that disengaged from our family. There was so much more but I am concentrating on my reading today. 

Now, here comes the interesting part and the reason I am writing tonight.

Just for fun I decided I wanted to talk to a psychic myself. I debated this for a couple of months because I didn't know if I would get a medium that was on the up and up. David dialed in the number and I was connected to an older woman from Ireland. She has been a psychic medium for over thirty years. She asked me what I wanted to know. I told her that this was my first reading and to just give me general one. I was not going to say a single word about myself or answer any questions because I really needed to see what she was able to pick up.

I told her nothing beyond my first name and birth date, and so the reading began...

She nailed a few things on the head from the get go. She talked about our business and the problems it suffered and at who's hand. I was getting a little weirded out because she said that I have cut ties with someone who was in my life for many many years and whom I considered my family. She knew the person was my ex husband. She told me I was right to cut the ties because of all the negative energy from him and his wife. She knew he was remarried.

Here is the part that made me sit up and really listen. She asked me if my ex husband his wife and my mother talked to each other. I said I was not sure. She told me she saw a tie between all three of them.

She told me that the woman my ex is married too has blackness around her and that she has done some very nasty things to me and this family and our business because she has a severe jealousy issue. She asked me if I understood this and I said ok. Nothing else. I did not want to feed her information.

She also told me two woman that were connected in my life were very self serving.

She kept stressing to me the cards were seeing black where this lady was concerned. She even apologized for her nasty behavior toward my family. She told me I did the right thing in ending the negativity from the both of them. She told me to keep going in the direction I am going because it is the right way.

She talked about my mother and she got that right too. She said my mother was bitter and didn't want anything to do with me because she does not know me anymore. She is threatened by my success as a parent and person. I am happy but she is not happy for me. She said my mother is bitter but not harmful. But that my mother is not happy for me. She kept saying, it's wrong for a mother to feel this way and that it goes against nature. 

Then she went back to my exes wife. She kept telling me over and again she is very very jealous person. 

Then she went on to tell me my son (she didn't know I have kids) was contemplating a change in his life, she said he would do well with this change and meet good people. She said she wanted to affirm to me that I did a good job raising him. He has his feet planted firmly on the ground. 

She kept talking about a baby boy and telling me my mother never got to see this baby. I am not sure what that means. This was a little puzzling because I don't know what baby boy she is taking about.

She told me to keep moving forward because my life was going to get better. Something I have been wanting is coming soon. But she also said that a person of my past I cut ties with will try and contact me again.

She kept talking about a money card too, since we are virtually broke most of the time, that one made little sense to me too, but she was persistent about the money card and about the blackness surrounding the exes wife.

Everyone knows that a truly pure love does not even try and tear down a family, separate a father from child or wish harm on others. We lost a lot because of this selfish self serving person and that will never go away. It will be deeply embedded into this families history!

This lady seemed very focused on my ex husband and his wife, almost like she was trying to warn me of something. I have to say I am a bit creeped out about that because they never should have been a part of my reading, but they were. 

So, am I less skeptical? No more or less than I was before. She hit on some good points and some confusing ones too. 

I can tell you this much. I have always been able to read people just by meeting them, I've never been off the radar, one of my sons has this ability as well, so I know there are gifted people out there. There are just different kinds of gifted people. 

Well, for now I will keep on doing what I am doing, moving forward with my life, my husband and my family. I will not let the darkness of other peoples soul ruin who I am and ruin my family. I did close that door and I know it was the right thing to do because I feel good about it. I feel clean in my soul. I let two people go from my life that were bringing me down, not just one but she didn't mention two people. She simply affirmed I did the right thing in letting one of them go.

Darkness has no place within me or my family..........

You can take this blog for what it is worth to you!   Goodnight