Mooch took a turn for the worst over night and we had to make a very sad decision today.  I was a mess, my poor husband out of town, my sis stuck working.  I started to fear I was going to have to bring my kitty into the vets by myself. 

I called to see if my oldest son Adam was still home or if he had gone to work. Luckily he did not have to work until 1pm and it was only 9am.  I asked him to go to the ATM for me and take out some money because I felt we were going to end up at the vets at some point in the day. Adam gladly stepped up and came to bring me the money and stayed with me until we called the vets. It was decided that it was time for Mooch to stop suffering.

It worked out that we had to bring Mooch in for eleven o'clock. We got into the room and I started to have a panic attack and felt like I couldn't breath. Poor Adam was dealing with his mom losing it and having to take care of the paperwork and payment because I couldn't deal with it. He remained calm the entire time.

They took Mooch to the next room to be sedated and I cried, it felt like there was not enough air in the room to breath. Panic was setting in and I was wondering if this was really the right time for Mooch to go. Adam kept talking to me and reassuring me this was right for Mooch. I started to calm down. He gave me a big hug which made me feel everything was going to be alright.  It would have been a train wreck without him there to help me get though this.

Mooch peacefully went to sleep in my arms and I will bring his ashes home tomorrow and scatter them in the place Mooch felt the happiest in life......

Thank you Adam, it meant so much to me that you were there with me and had the calmness and patience to help me though this very difficult time. You are a very wonderful and caring son. I love you very much!

God blessed my heart and soul with giving me the children he brought into my life.  I am a lucky mom!

RIP my Boo Boo the Bee Bee. Moochy Boo Boo. Boo Boo Rolly of the MOB!