It's that time again......

We are getting David all packed and ready to go back on the road. The weekends go by way to fast to enjoy some of the time. I am washing all his bedding while he is at Menard's getting stuff to fix his flag brackets.

I know it appears to him that I am doing really great without him here. He worries I will forget him or something. I just want to say to him that I could never forget him out there because he is making a huge sacrifice for our family.

I know that it is not easy for him to be away, he talks of how lonely he gets at night when all is quiet and he is sleeping in the back of his van, alone. I miss him so much, but I won't be one of those wives that cries and gives him a hard time about leaving. He has it hard enough being so far from us, why would I want to make it harder on him? 

I don't like change but I adapt rather quickly to it. For me, some things are just that black and white with no room for the gray area, this happens to be one of them. 

Do I like David having to leave us?  Of course not, but it is necessary. I am going to make sure I am back here doing what I can to make it easier for him to be out there. 

David is my rock and I don't want to be in this life without him, but this is the way it is for us right now and it is not easy on either one of us.  It is hard on the kids too. They have had a major shift in the relationship between them and both of their father's and now they don't see them very much. 

I'm going to embrace my husband and children and try hard to keep making a good life for this family because to me, they are all that matter, they are all that ever mattered to me. 

Some good news? Yes of course, there is always a little good news. Kevin and David went to get a free piano for the recording studio.  A friend from another band that disbanded recently posted it on Facebook, free to good home. He was so excited when he found it it was Kevin who wanted the piano that he gave both him and David a big hugg when they went to pick it up.  

There is a recording studio in the making but the boys are pretty money strapped right now. The piano was a big plus for this. I think eventually when David gets things under control financially with us (been a tough two years) we are going to invest in this future endeavor, we believe the boys have a good solid future business opportunity here so we want to help by being investors.

Other news, we finally got the outdoor kennel started for the stray kitty's. David made a quick cover over the insulated boxes we have inside. Next year will be a little better because we hope to have the garage addition on. This area will have a smaller insulated room to be in during the below zero temperatures.

THESE are all the great things possible with David's hard work and our determination to get things done.

I am still have a hard time with losing my Mooch. For some reason bed time is particularly hard on me. I lay there and just cry still. I just miss my Boo Boo..... 



Have a great Sunday...........