It's snowing rather hard out there right now. White covered ground and a rain of white showers.... Winter has officially arrived!

I woke up in kind of a funk today. I miss my cat terribly and just want to hold on to him one more time. I loved when he would look directly into my eyes simply because he wanted to be pet, or he just wanted my attention. I still cry at night and sometimes during the day if something reminds me of him.  He was just that amazing of a cat companion.

Good 'Ole Facebook also played a part in my sombre mood this morning. I found a post that kind of stirred the pot. 

 This was set off number two this morning. I see stuff posted like this all the time and it always gets me. I've never had a mom where this statement held true. We have had a trial and error relationship since I can remember.

My mom is so detached from me I have to wonder why she just doesn't want anything to do with me. 

What angers me is that we were finally after years of not talking, getting things together. I made the first move by sending her a little card. She called and thanked me and things seemed like they were on a good note for once. 

I was hopeful that things would stay this way. But then some nosey and meddling people decided to run their mouth to my mother and destroyed any chance of anything ever being even close to civil between us anymore.

Some people want to turn a cheek to this act but not me. I will always know exactly which two people played this game with my life.

David, 

I love you and I miss you. Sorry my blog for today was kind of bleak. I'm having a sad day, missing my cat and my husband.

I will stamp and send out the invoices today and wait for checks! Our Christmas fund is growing so me and Maggie are looking forward to shopping!!  

I can't wait until you come back home, I know it will be a day late but that is okay. No more driving five states non-stop just to get home. 

Mama got a little mad at me today. I went out to feed her and Blaze and they were rubbing against my leg and I was petting then, then I made the mistake of trying to pick her up. She did not like it in the least bit and she let me know. She ran and hid under Kevin's car and refused to come back out and eat for the longest time. 

Finally she came out and I gave her the food and then left so she could eat in peace. Blazer on the other hand wanted to come in the house with me. He is so loving! 

OKAY!! I give!!  I just typed BLAZER again for the 100th time, his name is Blaze but for some reason I always type it wrong and so does my friend, Wendy.  I guess his name is now Blazer!  

Snowing horribly right now and I need to get out and mail those invoices. Have a good day babe, miss you, love you.  KISSES ALL OVER....