I HATE the stress of trying to find Blaze a new home. I have a lady in Wisconsin who wants to take him, but she has so many other animals I just can be certain her home is the right one for him. He keeps looking at the front door like he wants to bolt. What if he does that at her place? At least if he does hat here he knows the area.

He may quite possibly be let go here in his own colony, I'm very undecided.

I am tired but can't seem to get myself to bed.  I miss David tonight. We didn't have as proper goodbye when he left. The he called and had a very painful accident with his hand and one of the tower straps, bad enough he got physically ill. 

I guess I never thought of the dangers of his new job, but there are many! This job seems like a god send to us but not worth it if he gets seriously injured. 

Tonight was supposed to be grocery list for Thanksgiving. I still have no idea who will be home this year. The boys in Wisconsin are questionable, Traci and Dan are a no because she is having her surgery the day before. Kelli and Adam are coming that I know of. I'm still cooking regardless of who makes it home this year.  Tradition is tradition!  

David,

I miss you. I am still a bit upset that our weekend didn't even go slightly as planned. We have to change things up to make the time to do what we want. I only have you for a couple of days on the weekends and soon when route changes, even less time. The money is great, don't get me wrong, but it can never replace us being together and making the most of our time. I miss you a lot!! 

I hope your hand is better when you wake up in the morning. It's dark in the room and I am beat looking.. but I took this for you.. kiss...  G' night babe...