I've tried to hold off on writing this blog, but this is my avenue to get the stress out. Right now I am under so much stress it's affecting my health. I am going to write why I am feeling this way this morning because I need too do this.

As some of you who have followed my blog know, my ex husband's wife wanted my marriage to my ex annulled. My ex husband promised me he would never do this, but he went against this promise. When I asked him to his face why, he proceeded to tell me that is was just about paperwork and money for the church. Not quite the answer I expected to hear.

I take issue with this statement because I think it is about a lot more than just paperwork. He went on to tell me he goes to church and gets nothing out of it, so I asked him if he felt like a hypocrite, his response was, 'kind of' and just let it go at that. Clearly, church means nothing to him and this is just a process his wife wants him to do. 

So the papers were filed for the annulment. 

Yesterday I was hit blindsided by three of my ex husbands sisters. Three sisters mind you, that had nothing what so ever to do with our family for the last thirty years. They came to visit a handful of times in this thirty years.

They do not know our children, they never spent time with them, they never saw how our family worked. There was almost zero involvement from any of them in our lives. Therefore they are not in a position to write anything about life in our home, and they certainly knew nothing about the relationship between me and my ex husband, unless he has been lying to them!

These three sisters wrote testimony on our lives as a family and of me and Scott's relationship. They wrote the biggest crock of lies ever and of course threw me under the bus in doing so. Someone had to be the blame in order for this annulment to work. I was their logical choice.  

I was called unstable, immature and a person who would lie. Apparently my ex husband who worked three swing shifts and slept all the time was the one who raised up the five children because I was just not interested. I also kept my ex husband from going to see his family in Marquette but, the new wife has brought him back into the family fold. Kudos for you Kris, you are special! 

I was portrayed be some kind of monster by the exes sisters, at least you would get that impression from reading their testimonies to the tribunal. It made me physically sick reading the lies. 

So here we go ladies,  (correction, real ladies wouldn't have stooped this low)

I have panic attacks, but you don't label a person unstable because they have panic attacks. You're all extremely insensitive people with the compassion of a bullfrog!

Immature? Well, I was a young mother, nineteen when I had my first child. I was a bit immature, but through my immaturity I some how managed to raise up five children almost single handily to be responsible, college educated, bright, loving, caring and productive people, ALL five of them.

I lie? Well it's kind of human nature and of course I have told a white lie here and there in life, we all have. But it certainly isn't as big and black as the lies all of you have told about me and my family.

You all stated that my ex husband raised and did everything with our children? Let me clue you ladies in, your brother worked three swing shifts and was not home a lot and when he was, he could be found sitting in a chair sleeping with the television remote in hand. But to be fair I wont say he did nothing with the kids, he was still a good father, though lately, that is in big question.

You also mentioned I disowned my parents. I never disowned my parents, and the rest is really none of your business so stay out of it! 

Nothing you three sisters wrote to the tribunal is truth and you all know this, how any of you can call yourselves good Christian women is beyond me, how you look yourself in the mirror and like what you see looking back is beyond me, how you sleep at night is questionable.

I think your own mother would roll in her grave seeing the bullshit you all wrote about the mother of her grand children. You have played a huge roll in causing a lot of pain and anger not only in me, but in my children. 

In case your conscience does not work, which, that is in question too, let me tell you that you should all be a very ashamed of yourselves. You all acted in an truly irresponsible, childish, hurtful and inexcusable manner just to make sure you stuck that knife into my back once again and Kris got her annulment.

You can take pride that you succeeded because I never saw that coming. You all succeeded in hurting me deeply, even though I know what you all wrote about me was pure lies. You found a way to attack the thing I hold dearest in life, my children, but in doing that, you hurt them too.

If Scott did not blame me in the divorce and I didn't blame him, it would be clearly obvious you all lied for his new wife's sake and in my opinion, those testimonies should be thrown in the trash and burned.

I knew all along it was you patty that went to my mother and told her things from my blog, you caused her undo pain in doing this, you caused me the same pain and destroyed things between us. You have a vindictive personality. Get therapy!

Have you really nothing better to do with your life than come here to read my blogs and use them against me? 

I invite all of you, to stay the hell out my blog space and out of my life. You don't know me, you never have and you certainly never will.

I hope you are all happy with yourselves because your lies and each of you are just disgusting!!