I feel sad, I know one of my sons is kind of hurt right now and probably a bit angry. I have talked to him over the phone the last two days and can hear the disappointment in his voice. 

If I could change things and take away what he is feeling I would. He sure did not deserve this and most especially from a person he has loved and trusted all his life. 

Some people blame God for all the things that go wrong in their lives and I am no exception, it's easy to blame god, after all, he created man and world so he must have known the things that happen to us. 

God is not to blame, we are to blame for the things that go wrong in our lives. We were born given the gift of choice and it is our responsibility to make choices and be responsible for those choices.

For every action there IS a reaction. If you do something, say something, act out something that hurts other people, then had you better well except that there will be consequences. 

Some people ask me why I write a blog and put myself and sometimes my family out there for public scrutiny. Obviously that was not the premise behind my idea when I put this blogsite together. I didn't quite think like that. I wanted to share with friends and family far away. I just simply enjoy writing.

I have been blogging for seven years now. I do understand that this can leave us vulnerable and open to a lot of criticism from people reading it, but if you have taken the time to read my many disclaimers, it explains why I am doing this. 

I don't try to put myself out there as someone I am not. I have nothing to hide about who I am as a person and how I feel about things, or how life experiences affect me and sometimes my family too.

I try and be careful in choosing my words and if my family ever asks me to not include them in my writing I would most definitely abide by their wishes. 

But I have a drive to write, I can't explain it, it is just part of who I am and what I do. 

At one point in time I threatened to remove my blogsite and go private. I don't care to be censored but I admit that I am some what censored because I have to be mindful of the readership age. I try not to get too heavy or use too many bad words. (TRY) is the optimal here.   I also do not put everything out there either.

So, as our lives move forward and change happens, the feelings and flavors of my blog will change right along with it.  Some good, some not so good. Some happy, some sad. Hopefully, they will be on the upswing and the more whimsical side of me will come out again. 

Have a good Sunday out there folks!