I have not been back here to write for awhile I know, but life has turned a new corner for me and its keeping me really busy!

For the last three weeks I have been working a new full time job. It's taken me a little to adjust to being away from my home all day long. I feel a bit rusty and a tad more clumsy in the blogging department as well so please bear with me as I get acclimated back into writing again. :) 

I am the new dispatcher/Supervisor for New Wave. The company is a medical client transport in and around the Wisconsin area.  I really like what I am doing but I have to say it was a little challenge leaving my full time home life.

Realization that I paid my parenting dues affords me the freedom to choose more at this stage in life and I really like that. In some very small way it feels as if I'm regaining a part of me that has been buried for a very long time. 

I'll write more on that as time goes on.....

In other news, my daughters wedding went off without a hitch, the sad part is that my mother missed another important family event. I'm beyond words for her right now which is probably a good thing. I wrote her a note in July and told her I missed her and loved her, she blew that off. I sent her a birthday card in October and she didn't acknowledge that either. I don't feel there is anything that will repair all that has been wronged between us at this point. 

Why don't me and my mother get along? Very good question.  I'm not real certain what went south between us other than me divorcing my ex husband who she thinks walks on water. 

I would love to sit her down and tell her that the man I have been with for the last eighteen years is the man who has taken the best care of my heart. He makes me happy, he loves me without a doubt, he never gives up on me and he sure wouldn't dream of throwing me under the bus to his family for the sake of saving face. THIS is the man she should love and embrace and be honored to know.

My husband is missing out on knowing them, and they are missing out on knowing him too, which is sad. David is kind hearted good man.

Eh! this first blog back turned kind of negative and for that I apologize. Clearly this is an issue that is dying a slow slow death for me.

Since my husband just came in from work I will wrap this up and go spend time with him. 

I will try and blog sooner than later, but with me you get what you get, and that means it could be later than sooner!   

Have a great weekend!