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Sappy Sunday
April 13, 2014
Um, well what can I say, it was Sunday! Boring kind of day. I am planning on making banana chocolate chip bread and then some raisin bran muffins.
Monte came over and him and David are working out the dimensions for the studio apartment for Maggie. I may finally get my huge kitchen out of this too!
We SEMI cleaned the garage today, waiting on Kevin to move his car down to his trailer and that should be happening next Tuesday. (Finger crossed)
Kelli is going to have Jim fix her car and then we are putting it up for sale. I think we are going to look for a cavalier this time.
Yes, I realize I am writing in sentences only but that is because I am doing a play back in my mind of how the day went.
Today I am feeling much better than yesterday. I am so relieved the pressure is off and there will never be a reason for X to come back to our home anymore. Letting go of someone you've cared about for most of your life is not as easy as I am making it sound here, trust me when I say it has turned my world completely upside down with tons of pain, anxiety and insecurity, the whole nine unpleasant yards full. I keep reminding myself he did this to us and we didn't have any say in the matter. He chose to treat the mother of his children with disrespect so why am I wasting my time being miserable over this situation? Why should I care anymore, he sure made it crystal clear he does not.
So not to leave on a negative sounding note (I am just being honest) I will leave you with a picture I am working on of me and David. I have yet to find the perfect poem to insert but when I do, I will re post with the words. Hope everyone had a great weekend.... I feel weirded out saying I am glad this weekend is over.....
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