Integrity loves dignity..............

I realize I live by some pretty rigid standards when it comes to my family. But the way I live my life is as honest as it can be. I don't always know what is right and most of the time I am making decisions based on a lot of debate in my own mind about things. I'm a thinker, I think about everything. It's just who I am.

I just don't believe in rushing into things without giving serious all around thought. I get tons of flack for this from every avenue into my life. I have a lot of fore-site into things, I just do and where I used to see this as a gift,  It can feel like a curse some times when people don't understand and use it against me. 

Same with people, I love to study people, listen, watch, just learn and over the better part of my life I've mastered a great deal of education about my fellow human beings. 

Bottom line?  I can spot a good soul from a asshole after meeting a person and spending very little time with them. One of my sons has this same quality and so far, it has served him well too.

My intuitions have always been sharp and strong, they have have lead me well in life, never brought me down the wrong road. I see no reason to change the way I follow them at this stage of my life.

So this is it and if someone cannot accept me, then my life is far better off without them. I can learn to live with that, I refuse to beg people to be part of my life anyway. I may be considered rigid and a bitch or what ever, but guess what people?

I sleep real good at night because I know at the end of the day, I am honest about who I am, what I am doing and why I do the things I do.  Just being myself,  my real self ,  that just plain intimidates some people right out of my life.

Their loss...

Jenna.....